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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I Quit!

Fuck it! Its as simple as just not doing anything, its as easy as quitting, thats exactly what it is, its something i hate, something i despise, something that makes me miserable, so no qualms about quitting. I have no money, no job lined up, no place to live and no people to not live there with, i have really strong feelings for someone who has really strong feelings for me (confirmed) but nothing can ever happens for reasons ridiculous (confirmed). Im unhappy, really really stay in bed and cry unhappy, yet just quitting fills me with relief, its freedom of a sort, the change from having no control over your days to being in control of your choices. I truly couldnt give a flying ducky towards the obvious problems that it will cause in the long term because right now im happy that i am quitting. For so long i didnt even see that there was an option, but now its blindingly clear. and i am happy. i havent felt happiness for a long time.

I quit!

2 Comments:

At May 22, 2007 at 2:42 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

good for you!! i think...
that was very obscure and my brain's too frazzled to work out if it is good or not, but hopefully!

 
At May 22, 2007 at 10:35 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Wow. You and I are in similar boats, it seems. I have the shared feelings thing - though on her side it's unconfirmed, and I got the quitting thing going on.

So in short, I say this. Good for you, man. Always do what makes you happy. Yes, there's the worry, those things that you need to sort out in order to actually live, but at least for a while, enjoy it.

 

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