MySpace and friendship

It's lovely to know that people who are supposed to be my friends are discussing my personal life online where everyone can see. At least before I could just have nothing to do with the stupid site and let people get on with their stupid bitching and gossiping to fill their own pathetic lives. I mean, this person asks me something, I refuse to tell her for a good reason and would appreciate it if she'd respect my privacy, not just think it's ok to go and ask someone else via a public comment on a public Myspace profile. Pretty much the cheapest manner I can think of. Why must we all be dragged into this fucking world of shit online characters people create for themselves? Just proves that all my life is to her is something to gossip about.

Love...again

When you have it, you can't get enough of it and you relate to everything. When it's falling apart right in front of you, it's like a plague you can't get away from. Like someone's house alarm going off, and you have no choice but to cover your ears with a pillow until it's safe to come out again. Except with love, it never will go away. To get your mind off it, you pick up a book and read for hours, but no, there it is. The book gets romantic. You put your favourite film on - well, actually this doesn't really apply to me because Ghost World and Withnail and I have not a trace of romance in - but the majority of films end with a good long kiss and of course we don't mind this at all, because the characters are happy and it's heart warming, isn't it? Fucking lovely. What happens after that though? Do the characters not have to live with each other after that? Do they not have to face relationship problems? There is actually nothing I hate more than seeing people kiss on TV. In any situation. It makes you miss the one you're with and it makes you miss being with anyone at all.